Shred of a Torn Apostrophe
On May 27, 2022 an 18-year old gunman entered Robb Elementary School
in Uvalde, Texas and killed 19 children and 2 adults.
Wake up the headlines
holes breathing
through my shirt
salt off the rhythm
of living lick the poem’s
edge of metaphor
where ear bares
the cost of shipping
sweetness and sweat
off luxury of living
a hole roughly the caliber
of why sell this terror
held up rips right through
the static quo to hear
exactly as you thought
I trust the language
to make a foam call
from a land mine
make the sound
tremble through a ditch
when poetry arrives
in the grizzle of meat
meant to measure
the size of pulp
my poem can hold
nouns of all things.
To stay alive. Freedom
to stay alive. Hand
charge, custody, title,
ownership, control,
seize, an omission
the size of this country’s
torn apart country
that walks away
rattle, rake, snake
spat, ripped. I want
to visit when the apostrophe’s
nearness falls a bucket
of nothing will come
of this. Preventable
disappearance’s
disappearance.
Is poetry is one kind
of grieving? For children
will finish being children
when the sky can no longer
be carried on a string––
Evan Schnair
(he/him) is a poet and educator based in San Francisco.